There is a definite art form to living your life to the fullest. You've got to be open but structured. Speak up but be a good listener. Go after something but stop if it's the wrong something. What I'm saying here is that you really have to live your life from a place of center.
Know what makes you tick. Know when you need a push. Back off when enough is enough. Don't let your feelings stop you if you need to keep going. If your feelings are helping you experience something you need, feel the feeling and response appropriately.
Living life like an art form isn't easy, though. You're busy driving, working, dealing with stress over money, or lack of time. And, health and energy dictate your output. In other words, it doesn't matter how much you want to do with your life, if you're depleted of energy it won't happen.
Here's an idea. Could you find an opportunity to prioritize what's important to you? If you can get clear on that and structure a "*spreadsheet", you could begin moving forward on the life experiences you long for. I ask if "you could" because as as Life Coach I know that isn't an easy task.
If you can't structure your life now, don't beat yourself up about it. Your life is asking much of you -- and all at the same time. But at some point, I need you to stop that runaway train. Sooner rather than later you'll need to chop up, break up, squish up all the things keeping you from the life you're meant to live.
If you need anything just email me, I'm always here to help. ⚅⚄
*I used to hate spreadsheets. Now, I couldn't live without them. If you want my spreadsheet, just let me know and I'll send you mine.